Monday, May 23, 2011

Proscrastination breeds creativity...

Well... Sometimes!!! I'm currently at the end of a maymester in school-and it's busting my chops! The course is US Government and its a 16 week course crammed into 2, teeny, tiny, yet somehow awkwardly long weeks! 

 Friday is the last day and while I'd love to sit back and enjoy some terrible television, I've got to study for my final... At the end of the day, it's all for the greater good-and that's what matters! As a teen, I was far more into having a good time then getting an education. That's changed immensely!  Undoubtedly, the myriad of insane spine, bone, and immune attacking illnesses have much to do with this major change. Since I've found out about all of these physical shenanigans, coupled with being a single mother to the worlds most amazing child, the proverbial hitch in my giddyup was born and I've been a progressive machine since!

Now, more than ever, I feel the need to get a grip on life, get control, and achieve, Achieve, ACHIEVE! I've resolved to let the physical pain and the bad parts of life remain where they are and not breathe life into them... They'll always be there, why fan the flame? If I leave them alone, I won't deny their existence. What I will do is spawn an existence of life and progression. It's vital. I've now gained a hunger for life that I've never had. Where once I felt sad or sorry for the hand I was dealt, I now embrace it, am thankful for it, and forage ahead. 

In life, the certain and constant components are change. Some change is painful, some is productive, and some change, most importantly, will provide birth to a new life. In that life, just as the former, we must choose our paths carefully. The difference is that we've grown, we've evolved, and we are going down our given path with fresh eyes and a fresh heart. I've had many rebirths in my time. Each time more important than the last, anxious to start the next chapter, thankful to be in the current one. 

Never let the pessimists or naysayers get the best of you. Never allow them to block your evolution. Thank them for their existence and appreciate that without their harsh, negative, perspective, there would be less ease in embracing the goodness and sweetness in life. Always be thankful!

Now... On to studying Government! 
Please enjoy the unicorn that spews rainbows-put here to illustrate said point ;)
 

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